“I’ve never cried about something this sad before.” That is what my one year old said to me this evening referring to her baby brother being in the hospital. I cried holding my 4 daughters, harder than I’ve ever cried before. We spent about an hour crying. It’s very hard to write about right now. The good news is that he is getting better, but I’ll explain when I know our boys going to be ok. I can’t keep my composure long enough to write about it now.